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The descent: embracing the world
(Don't forget to vist the galleries!) |
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The
Mother and Her Sons/Daughters |
THE FACTS
The Ultimate Reality isn't Enlightenment, but Darkness giving birth to
the Light, the latter represented by Her Son/Lover, the Divine (God). LINK Threefold Realization. Since ancient times
the former is understood as a Cosmic Womb ("Great Mother"). In "Her"
Bottomlessness everything old, sick, ugly and evil is destroyed while giving birth to the
new, fresh, beautiful, good and healthy. The universe is a balance between continuous
death, rebirth and life. It is the most important religious concept in Hinduism. This is
confirmed by modern science (vacuum physics) |
Being
Nothing you are everything |
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The Power of Emptiness (beyond Emptiness) |
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Isn't
"She" majestic? |
This insight
is supported by Buddha's Enlightenment, the latter happening to him in the NIGHT. So, he
got a suspicion about the Ultimate Reality. While Enlightenment is equal to Emptiness
(because of the ego disappearing into it), he called Darkness "Emptiness beyond
Emptiness" or Nirvana. It means the total annihilation of Life. Instead of being
frightened by it the Buddha longed his whole life for entering Nirvana. This happened at
last during the process of his physical death. |
Womb
Shape |
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Transcending images and everything else of the mind |
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Coming
to the Essence of Life |
Other religions have also a memory of
Darkness as the Ultimate Reality. Both the Indigenous people of Banten, West-Java and the
ancient Bon-religion of Tibet are still using a Dark Room as a means of initiation. In
Christianity there are remains of the ancient Mother through the much venerated Black
Madonna's. In (Muslim!) Egypt people annually celebrate the Great Night maulid, during
which the gender laws are lifted. Black by the way is the sacred color of Islam! |
My
lovely temporarily school class |
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If I can reach the top anybody can reach it as well |
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Don't
be disturbed by "samsara" |
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Buddha's
don't sit on the Lotus; they are (continuously) born out of IT |
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The Maternal Primordial Ground |
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Lotus
as Cosmic Womb |
Unfortunately this Great Wisdom was
destroyed during the rise of patriarchy. Gilgamesh (Babylon) refused to become the
Son/Lover of the Goddess Ishtar, while the God Marduk killed and destroyed the last Great
Mother, Tiamat. Ever since patriarchal religions have vigorously suppressed Her. In order
to survive She started to lay emphasis on Her destructive aspects. Which in turn
frightened men. A negative vicious circle was unavoidable. In order to "tame
Her" patriarchal religions started demonizing Her. She became an ugly monster (devil,
demon). Others tried to benefit from Her power by making Her a (male)
"protector" or "guardian". |
Mother
and Sons |
Within
reach of the Origin |
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Buddha
in the "Egg" |
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Watching with the eye of Enlightenment |
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One
of the Guardian-Buddha's |
Ever since Cosmic Balance has
been disturbed. Rather than recognizing the Mother as the Source of Light and Life, humans
became obsessed by "Light fighting Darkness". They identified good with Light
and evil with Darkness. Thus denying their own Origin. This pattern can also be traced in
Java. While in ancient times Kala stood at the birth of the Cosmos, in later times - as
late as the 17th century - She turned into the evil son of Durga. In the "Birth of
Kala" text (Tata Winanci), he is the personification of evil. Many exorcist practices
("ruwatan") are based on it. Quite understandable that Javanese are confused
seeing so many Kala Heads at Borobudur. Deeper insight into the matter reveals that these
two Kala's are not the same. The former one is still linked to its ancient roots and
therefore beneficial, while the latter is a degenerated form, put into the world with the
aim of creating fear |
Absolutely
unique |
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Enlightenment and Nirvana are two (totally) different
things |
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Give
up your ego in total conscious! surrender |
In India Kala manifested Herself in many
Goddesses. The most famous ones are Durga and Kali. Both resisted male supremacy by
killing the latter's ego. PS. Kala as the "son oif Durga" is typically a case of
"patriarchal reversion". The opposite is the case. Durga is the daughter of
Kala*. Here Kala's destructiveness has a positive connotatrion. She destroys evil.
Destruction is thus necessary to restore balance in the universe! This is supported by the
Mahakala ("the Great-Black-One") of Bon and Tantric Buddhism. Although being
transformed into a male Deity, Her Original Power is still present. The main function of
Mahakala: to destroy the ego! Not surprisingly thus that the (left hand, feminine) Tantric
Sect was a main source of inspiration to the founders of Borobudur...
* The a ending of Kala makes the word
feminine! Once again a memory of ancient times |
And
She will grant your Renewal, the birth of your True Self |
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The Power of Being |
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A very remarkable observation: the
constants at Borobudur are 1. the Stupa's 2. the Kala's and 3. the Buddha's. The entire
building is littered with them. The rest belongs without exception to the transient world.
They are secondary. That means that above mentioned three categories are the core of
Borobudur's teaching. So what is the relationship between these three? |
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To be Part of the Whole |
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Every
being is a Buddha |
It is nothing less but the restoration of
Original Wisdom as perceived by the ancients. The Big Stupa is representing the Highest
Truth e.g.the Bottomless Cosmic Womb, later defined by Buddha as "Emptiness beyond
Emptiness" or "Nirvana". The Kala's are Her visible manifestation. Due to
the inevitabilities of the era in which Borobudur was built, the Kala's are portayed as
"Gods of Time". However, as stated earlier, there wasn't any reason to portray
an official God as a Demon. Ergo: people knew about the True Nature of Kala. Moreover,
look at Her appearences. Don't they express the Primordial Power of the Cosmos? Indeed,
they are so incredibly "overpowerring" that only the Original Mother - the True
Source of Destruction and Creation - can be behind it. |
Enlightenment:
Full-Emptiness
(Dutch: "Vol-Ledigheid" |
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And then: the Liberation |
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I am
Her devotee |
The Buddha's represent the Light that is
continuously born out of Her Dark Womb. They are Her Son/Lovers. They are Her first
emanation. "Sons" because of their birth, "Lovers" because of their
ongoing return to the Origin. Even on this highest level the Cosmos is ruled by the
"Law of Birth and Death". The only difference with the phenomenal world is, that
the celestial Birth and Death knows no time. Everything takes place in Eternity. That's
why Birth and Death takes place in the selfsame Eternal Moment. If the Light dies and is
reborn in the selfsame Eternal Moment, to us the Light appears to be unchanging. In
Reality "Birth and Death" is inescapable, though. It happens on all levels of
existence. It reveals the Glory of Kala. Joy, gratitude! |
In
Her I take refuge |
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Kala protects me |
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Feeling the Goal within |
Now we understand why the historical Buddha
was not considered to be the "last authority". It is because his identification
with Enlightenment as the highest Realization. Which, like we have seen doesn't correspond
with Reality. It has lead to centuries-long obsession with "the Light", while
condemning Darkness. The Light has become an object to identify with, using it for
ego-purposes. It has become a commodity in the "spiritual market". It has lost
its oriiginal Power to liberate mankind. Through Kala we know, that the Light doesn't
represent Ultimate Truth. The Buddha has sensed it, but had no experience of it.
Therefore, the Revelation of the LINK Cosmic
Mother (1977) is a turning point in human evolution. It teaches us that only Absolute
Emptiness is able to destroy ego. The ego being the greatest obstacle to the liberation of
(wo)man and the world. It proves once again the indispensable function of destruction.
Either the ego will be destroyed or the ego will be destroying us.... |
Step by step |
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I can feel Her motherly Compassion |
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Surrendering myself totally |
In the Kali Yuga (the current era of the
ego, in which everything is in decay) the Borobudur proves to have a leading function. It
is the "Mountain of Great Transformation". The big surprise: in these most
critical of times Borobudur, apart from offering the indirect Path toward Enlightenment
(LINK Borobudur 4) is providing the Direct Path to Nirvana, as well..... It is as if it
"knew" that somewhere in the future the Awakening of Mankind would be a matter
of "life and death". That's why Sudhana had most of his guidance by Maitreya,
the future Buddha. In order to take refuge in Samantabhara, the "Feminine
Buddha". |
The Mother is All-Embracing |
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Glimpses of Enlightenment |
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Her Bottomlessness doesn't frighten you
anymore. on the contrary it liberates you from your deepest existential fear |
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If, on the other hand, you resist Her by
clinging to your ego, your will have every reason to fear Her... |
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Give up your ego and Kala will support you. She will
become your most intimate ally |
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Feeling Kala's Love |
However, the Direct Path is provided by Kala
leading us to Her Sanctuary: the Great Stupa. She is doing this through the "vertical
way", the Path straight up along the staircases. No need to go the time-consuming
Road along the galleries, stories and narratives. Obviously, this Path is not for the
many. Because it requires a firm foundation, a Realization of Being. However, it could
very well be that after the "horizontal round" where one is coming to his or her
first Awakening, still the vertical Path is taken. Every spiritual Path is unique! So,
climb the staircase - not like the masses of ignorant people do - rushing to the top
without grasping the meaning.... but as the initiation of a lifetime. The awareness of
being "chosen" by the Mother to taking refuge in Her Womb..... should raise such
a total devotion, that there will be no way back from dissolving into Her..... |
Humor
She also has |
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Sometimes I stop realizing the Clarity in
and around me |
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Gratefulness for granting me the Direct Way |
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Feeling my feet and breathing all the time |
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I am deeply in Love with Her |
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Overwhelming |
There the Ultimate Mystery is waiting for
you: Light being born out of Darkness. Its secret. Surrendering to Darkness takes your
existential fear away. Taking refuge in the Light is easy, because you know in advance
that for surrendering your ego, you will get something in return. It is like in commerce,
giving and getting. In the end the ego will come back, simply because it never totally
disappeared. Confrontation with Absolute Emptiness doesn't give you any other option but
sacrificing your ego unconditionally. The surprise: by giving yoiur ego (back) to the
Mother She grants you total renewal. You participate in the Ultimate Mystery of the
Cosmos: Darkness giving birth to the Light. This may manifest itself through a total
breakdown of your conditionings, with crying for joy, the birth of your True Self,
including the Realization of Full Enlightenment |
How beautiful Kala is |
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The Vision is Clear |
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The Road is narrow |
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Gate after Gate |
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Offering Her a drink (?) |
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The Goal is the Path |
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Worshipping the Mother |
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Destruction of the ego |
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Step
by step in the HereNow |
This rebirth is complete because the old has
completely disappeared. No setback or relapse into your ego-addictions anymore. You are
now truly a New Man or a New Woman. Praise the Mother! Now you see for the first time that
Kala includes both destruction AND creation. Being able to look at Her without any
judgement in between, you see Her upper part, the part of Her "third eye" to be
a Tree of Life! The Tree of Life since ancient times being the symbol of the life-giving
Force of the Mother*. Now you understand also why at several places Kala is worshipped by
various sages. The latter looking very devotional, offering flowers and fruits to Her.
Last but not least you also grasp the meaning of the two Dragons coming out of Her Head.
They symbolize Her Son/Lovers, Her male aspects. In Essence She is Empty, however, giving
birth to the creative Force of the universe. Therefore She is called Kala (feminine),
while the Dragons are called Makara's (masculine), the union of the two - Darkness and
Light, two sides of the same coin, is called KalaMaka
* Also present in the main symbol of Java and entire
Indonesia: the Gunungan. O, these Javanese! |
To the Mother through the Mother |
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Once centered I feel my breathing with emphasis on the
breathing out |
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Start
with feeling my feet while walking |
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Walking
very very slowly
(Go on the quiet hours!) |
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So the journey begins |
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Kala
will guide me |
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Passing through the Gates of Death and Rebirth |
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Contemplating the Direct Road |
It is time to descend. Like a Maitreya
coming to earth from his Tushita Heaven. This time no need to go down along the staircase.
On the contrary. Thanks to your All-Embracing Essence you feel compassionate to all
sentient and non-sentient beings. Everything, including your own small self appears to be
content of "your" Undivided and Limitless Space. You love everything and all
like you love yourself. So, this time you take the "horizontal Path", while
admiring all these beautiful details, these scenes of daily life. You feel no difference
between your worldly self and the self of others, feeling intimately connected to plants
and animals as well. The Javanese have always kept this sense of interconnectedness. They
paid e.g. as much attention to the carvings of trees, like durian, mangga and banana. The
animals are also very real, just copies from their alive brothers and sisters. Maybe you
even touch them, showing your love to them. Borobudur has given you all this. It is truly
the "Navel of the World". I therefore recommend a pilgrimage to Borobudur, at
least once in a lifetime, if possible more often, to every sincere seeker.*
* See also: "Great Mother
Buddhism" |
I
am ready to die to the old |
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Kala, here I am |
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